Blog Anniversary and…. I Win an Award

Eleven years ago, I started this blog to provide a dependable source of information for people seeking to learn more about opioid use disorder and its treatment with medication. Back in 2010, there wasn’t as much talk about the festering opioid use disorder epidemic in our country. Back then, pain pill mills still flourished in some parts of the country, pouring fuel on the fires of this illness.

Not many people outside the field of Addiction Medicine endorsed the use of buprenorphine products or methadone as a treatment choice back then, and I felt aggrieved by that. Here was this treatment with more evidence to support its benefits than practically anything else in all of medicine, yet there was much misinformation and stigma against it.

“If people just knew of the benefits,” I thought, “If they just knew and understood, they would feel differently about these medications and this treatment.”

I set out to educate as much of the world as I could.

My blog didn’t always get it right. When I read early blog posts now, I sometimes cringe. I use more person-centered language now, and I like to think I’ve become less judgmental towards critics. Trading insults doesn’t really help anyone and perpetuates bad feelings.

I’m an odd person to be writing such a blog. I did my medical residency in Internal Medicine. I didn’t get any training in Addiction Medicine during my residency, though I did learn about 12-step recovery in medical school. At The Ohio State University, every medical student was required to attend at least one Alcoholics Anonymous meeting.

After residency, I worked for seven years in primary care before I developed my own substance use disorder. I took time off work to seek treatment. Like most physicians, I was lucky to receive high-quality treatment with prolonged monitoring after acute treatment. As part of that treatment, I was asked to participate in 12-step recovery.

For me, it worked well. It filled a void in my life by forcing me to re-connect with people without the title of “physician.” During 12-step meetings, I was like all the others seeking help.

I found a great deal of benefit from the Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, and from my sponsor, who remains a dear friend these nearly twenty-three years later. I grew as a person and re-connected with a neglected spirituality.

After my treatment, I went back to work in primary care, and found it just as distasteful as before. I was looking for something different when a doctor friend asked me to work for him at a treatment center while he went on vacation.

I thought I’d be doing admission physicals on patients entering their inpatient (abstinence-based) program, which sounded like fun. I did NOT know I’d be seeing patients on methadone and starting patients on methadone. By the time I found this out, I’d already made a commitment to my friend so I couldn’t back out.

I felt like this methadone thing was shady, a “fringe” area of medicine, and decided that when my friend returned, I’d tell him I didn’t “believe” in putting addicts on drugs like methadone. My opinions were based on mistaken preconceptions, certainly not on science.

The patients I saw started my education process. They told me how methadone (buprenorphine was not yet available) had changed their lives for the better and helped them stabilize into the person they were always meant to be. “How can this be true?” I thought. What the patients were saying, and the positive changes I was seeing with my own eyes, contradicted what I thought I knew about treatment and recovery.

Intrigued, I started reading about opioid use disorders, called “opioid addiction” at that time. I went to local addiction medicine conferences and eventually joined the national American Society of Addiction Medicine and our state chapter. I discovered a ton of data clearly proving the benefits of methadone in the treatment of opioid use disorder. I was amazed to read that starting methadone dramatically reduces the risk of patient death.

Not dying…that alone makes this medication worthwhile.  How could I not have heard about this before? As we know now, medical school and residencies paid little attention to addiction and its treatment, so no wonder I had not learned about the use of medications for opioid use disorder.

I gradually transitioned from primary care to addiction medicine, and by 2004, I was working exclusively at opioid treatment programs.

Meanwhile in my own recovery, I continued to go to 12-step meetings. Of course I never spoke about my work at meetings, knowing how most people there felt. But gossip exists in those rooms as it does in every human organization. A few times I was approached after a meeting and told what I was doing professionally was wrong, and against the policies of that 12-step group. Fortunately, by then I knew no person could speak for the entire organization. I also knew these misguided people didn’t have all the facts. They were like I had been, which was uninformed.They didn’t know the science behind treatment. They were relying on opinion and not fact, so their opinions didn’t matter too much to me.

I knew what the science said, and I leaned on that. I also talked to other people in recovery who worked at opioid treatment programs. They also went to 12-step meetings and worked with patients being treated with methadone. They didn’t see any conflict. Those wise people didn’t see one form of treatment opposing another. They felt different treatments should be complementary. That is, rather than an “either/or” approach, recovery could be “both/and.”

That’s what I think now. I hear abstinence-only proponents criticize medications for opioid use disorder, and I think to myself, “If you only knew how much some people benefit from methadone/buprenorphine, you would change your mind.” When I hear people who support medications for opioid use disorder talk badly about 12-step recovery, I think the same thing. If you could only see the great benefits some people get from these recovery meetings, you wouldn’t be so harsh. Meetings aren’t perfect, and the people who attend them certainly aren’t, either, but they can be so helpful.

This year, I have the honor of receiving the Holden/Lane award for Patient Advocacy from the American Association for the Treatment of Opioid Dependence. I believe it is mostly for my efforts writing this blog, and for some other advocacy things I’ve done at a local level for my own patients.

I am thrilled to receive this honor, and a little embarrassed, too. I feel like there are hundreds of people like me working in our field, toiling to do our best job for the patient sitting in front of us, day after day, week after week, etc. My efforts seem puny when compared to professionals who lobby congress and work on changing laws in our nation.

But I do feel a fire to defend and promote adequate treatment for all patients with opioid use disorder, and it’s turned into kind of an obsession for me. I understand how medical professionals lack education about opioid use disorders. And when I offer information to other people including professionals, I expect them to care about the science. When they don’t…I can write snarky things about them in my blog, which is still kind of fun.

I get angry when my patients, mostly all nice people who happen to have a bad disease, are treated poorly. When they endue prejudice and stigma, I get a little obsessed with correcting mistaken impressions and assumptions. I’ve written letters and made phone calls to all sorts of medical and dental professionals, to judges and lawyers, and to law enforcement personnel.

I’ve given many talks locally and around my state about opioid use disorder and its treatment with medications. I’ve talked to probation and parole officers, to EMS workers, and other members of the community. I’ve spoken at churches, university conferences, to community groups, and with DSS workers. I’ve talked to groups of doctors and to nurses. I hate talking in front of people, but after I get started, I lose myself in trying to communicate the important message that medications used to treatment opioid use disorder do work.

I am deeply grateful to be chosen for this distinguished award. The winners in previous years are most impressive people, so these are big shoes to fill.

I plan to continue to advocate as I can, by letter writing, giving talks when asked, and…by continuing this blog.


31 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by William Taylor. MD on April 6, 2021 at 2:24 am

    Congratulations on your well deserved award and your years of patient advocacy.


  2. Doctor Burson you are a hero in this world and it’s joyful to know you received this award. Congratulations!


  3. Congratulations ! Your blog has done so much to help people with OUD. Now you are a member of the Lane/Holden recipients and your in good company.


    Paul Bowman CMA
    2018 Lane// Holden recipient


  4. Always appreciate your honesty Dr. Janaburson. Congratulations on your award too.
    I’d just say that to the people who are strong enough to abstain following 12 steps,good on them they are very Strong. But to the rest of us that might be less strong & possibly brain dysfunctional due to genetics and drug use, medication like methadone & suboxone is the only way forward.
    Good luck to everyone. Chris, Aussie.


  5. Posted by Trudy Duffy on April 6, 2021 at 3:26 am

    Congratulations. I have read your column for years and rely upon it for honest assessments. You are one of my heroes!


  6. Posted by John K Hanley on April 6, 2021 at 3:36 am

    My bupe clinic recently sold. Marijuana use wasn’t mentioned and wasn’t counted as dirty on a urine drug test. For 3 years I was totally in compliance with no drug use aside from thc.
    I believe things are about to change.
    Where would you as a Rxing physician stand on this issue?


    • I still regard THC as a potentially addicting drug, but it doesn’t cause nearly the harm as the others. I have some buprenorphine patients in both my office-based practice and at the OTP who use THC. In my office, I usually see them once monthly, like other patients.
      In the OTP, we must follow state regulations and therefore – before COVID – they had to be on take home level 1, meaning sunday take homes only.
      We just got word that when the COVID exceptions go away, those patients will need to be reduced back to Sunday take homes only again.


  7. Posted by Billie Avery on April 6, 2021 at 4:18 am

    Congratulations on your recognition for all that you have done that help people understand and hopefully brought them closer to accepting different treatments for different people and reducing this game that surrounds those suffering real substance use disorders. Thank you for your words of wisdom.


  8. Posted by Billie Avery on April 6, 2021 at 4:19 am

    “reducing the stigma “


  9. Posted by Andrew Angelos on April 6, 2021 at 5:31 am

    What an inspiring story. This blog was a great foundation of for my recovery.


  10. Posted by susanmscarlett on April 6, 2021 at 7:42 am

    Congratulations! You are an inspiration to many 🙂


  11. Posted by Amy Galowitz on April 6, 2021 at 10:39 am

    I always appreciate your nonjudgmental and genuine concern. Also your good writing! Congratulations!


  12. Posted by dawngadon on April 6, 2021 at 10:50 am

    Congratulations, I am grateful for the insights and information you share. It helps me be a better provider and advocate for my patients.


  13. Posted by geminib36 on April 6, 2021 at 12:53 pm

    Congratulations on receiving this award! I enjoy reading your blog as a methadone patient and appreciate you letting us know you had an “issue” at one point too. You have an idea of what we’ve been through. Methadone has truly saved me as a mother who just couldn’t check into a treatment center. I very much appreciate anyone who advocates for us patients. I live in NJ and feel like these clinics could benefit so many addicts but everything is so black and white and they don’t work enough with the patient and look at what works best for each individual and at their history. Marijuana is a huge benefit combined with the methadone but yet not accepted at most clinics which makes me furious. It is not for everyone but some of us benefit a great deal and it has helped me lower my dose on my own from 70 mgs down to 25 currently. Again, thank you so much for this blog and Congratulations once again!


  14. Posted by David Gnass on April 6, 2021 at 2:17 pm

    Very well deserved. I have read your blog for years and found it helpful in staying apprised of MAT at the doctor/patient level. You provide valuable insight that is difficult to find online.

    While MAT denotes “treatment with medication”, only those of you who do this every day understand that optimal addiction treatment is as much art as it is science. You certainly could have chosen an easier path in medicine. Your patients are the better for it.

    Congratulations Dr. Burson!


  15. Posted by vicki ittel on April 6, 2021 at 3:38 pm

    Congratulations! This award is well deserved and thank you for tirelessly continuing your work and your advocacy.


  16. Posted by Scott on April 7, 2021 at 3:21 pm

    When I started on the path to treatment your blog helped me a lot and I’m not even from the USA.

    I shamefully admit that as a highly educated professional who hadn’t lost my wife, house, job, family etc. I saw methadone users as “The Unwashed Others”. Your blog destroyed my preconception and gave me the push to go and talk to my doctor about it.

    I only found out/realised you were “one of us” recently. You’ve now mentioned it in two recent blog posts. Congratulations on your succesful journey too. Mines been/being a lot bumpier but I know I’ll get there.


  17. Posted by Lisa r Winter on April 7, 2021 at 4:15 pm

    Dr. B , you are awesome and very deserving of the award. I think about you often and am grateful for all you have taught me me and others along our journeys. Lisa W.


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  20. Posted by Kim Comstock on April 8, 2021 at 7:50 pm

    Congratulations! I love your blog and how you passionately defend those suffering form the stigma. This is a well deserved reward.


  21. Posted by Lynn FNP-C on April 8, 2021 at 9:12 pm

    Congratulations! I suggest your blog to other providers (MD, NP, DO, etc.) like myself because I think all of us can learn so much from you! Enjoy reading your blog immensely.


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  23. Posted by Geraldine V. on April 14, 2021 at 10:56 pm

    Congratulations, Dr. Burson! Thank you for sharing your journey – you are truly my inspiration. I have not reached out to you in a long time but I am happy to let you know that I didn’t just “catch the bug” but I am now also board-certified in Addiction Medicine. I am forever grateful to you for leading the way… Kindly, Geraldine V.


  24. Congratulations! Dr.Burson you deserve that award😊 You’re passion and hard work does not go unnoticed. I appreciate the honesty from you! Love reading anything you write and this blog is incredible. Keep rocking it Dr.B


  25. Posted by Nacole on May 4, 2021 at 5:40 am

    I’ve been on subutex since July 12, 2007 and your blog has been a great resource to me throughout all of my trials and dr changes in TN! As weird as this may sound, I’ve been abandoned so many times – I take comfort in knowing you are here. I’ve reached out to you in the past & was answered and I just feel like any other person needing help, you’d offer your sincere advice. I feel like your blog has saved lives and you just might not know it. Because it is when people have absolutely no where to turn, when they give up. I have your face (blog) on my phone and have always said if I can’t find any help in TN, I’d reach out to you before dying or relapsing and that thought of safety has helped me tremendously especially when losing my dr suddenly during the raids in TN. Ive always loved your honesty and advocacy for us patients and against TN stupidity in many areas of addiction med. Thank you!

    It has been a joy following you through the years and I cannot think of a more deserving person for this award, you have earned it, Congratulations!!!!

    Thank you for being for us patients! We appreciate and are so thankful for you!



  26. Posted by An Edeau on April 20, 2022 at 12:52 pm

    Congratulations! Thank you and please continue!

    On Mon, Apr 5, 2021 at 8:52 PM Janaburson’s Blog wrote:

    > janaburson posted: ” Eleven years ago, I started this blog to provide a > dependable source of information for people seeking to learn more about > opioid use disorder and its treatment with medication. Back in 2010, there > wasn’t as much talk about the festering opioid u” >


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